Post by Deleted on Apr 9, 2014 17:09:11 GMT
I have experienced it several times that I had nightmares about something terrible that later really happened. Sadly I didn't always recognize these nightmares as warnings - I learned the very hard way that it is indeed better to take such warnings on board when my stalker murdered my beloved cat in 2009.
For several months before the tragedy occurred, I had nightmares that something was wrong with my cat, and that something was wrong with his legs. Each time this happened, I would wake up with my heart racing and absolutely drenched in sweat, but then I saw my cat, saw that he was alright, so I told myself it must be just my fears because I love him so much and I'm just worried about him.
Then it got more intense. I know it might sound a little weird, and I still don't know how it happened, but whenever I worked night shift - all alone in a signal box - and looked outside and saw the trees in the dark, the shadows from the trees looked like skulls. Wherever I looked, no matter at which tree, everywhere I could see skulls. It got really scary. Now, I don't mind being all alone at night in a signal box, I am not scared of ghosts, and I didn't find it spooky to be all alone there at night, so it was strange.
Simultaneously however I had by then received numerous threats from my stalker, and by then he had already been stalking me for several years, and I knew he would be capable of anything. So I began to get really scared that he might break into my house whilst I'm on night shift and harm my cat.
I got so worried about it that I spent every night shift just chain smoking and being terrified, and every morning when I got home I was relieved to find my cat safe and well.
Then the day came when I came home from a night shift to find my cat paralyzed, in great pain, and two days later he passed away in my arms. The veterinarians at the veterinary hospital and our usual veterinarian had been unable to save him.
I cannot describe in words how devastated I was and still am.
At this point I still believed my cat had died naturally, even though the circumstances and the diagnosis of his injuries didn't add up. But to my utter devastation I later had to find out that my stalker had broken into my house whilst I was on night shift and kicked my cat to such an extend that my cat suffered a blood clot and then died from that.
I also had to find out that my stalker had intended to either kill my cat, or injure him so severely that, had he survived, my stalker would have claimed I had abused my cat so that he would have been taken away from me by the RSPCA - and then, when I would of course have resisted that and most likely screamed the place down and held on to my cat, my stalker would have claimed that I was mentally unstable and should get sectioned. (this is what my stalker is trying to this day with the most devious methods, to either get me sectioned to a mental hospital, or arrested and sent to jail)
The fact that my cat didn't die naturally but was murdered, that he must have suffered tremendous fear and pain, and that I wasn't there to protect him, eats me away to this day. I know his time hadn't come, and that he should still be with me.
Since then my life is no longer the same because my cat was and always will be everything to me. I feel unable to have another cat because I miss him so much.
So my premonitions had come true.
Interesting also that after my cat had died, I never saw those skulls again on a night shift - I tried very hard to recreate the same angle of looking at the trees, I kept looking at the same trees, but I never saw anything resembling a skull again.
Now, as for my abusive husband who only married me for a visa - so I had to find out just two days ago - during the time that I was with him, I dreamed almost every night that he was killing me. Either he was beating me to death - it seemed very real, in my dreams I was always in the kitchen in my house and he was beating me until I died - or he was pushing me off a cliff - which also felt very real, I remember falling off the cliff and thinking, that's it now, I'm going to die in a few seconds, there's nothing more I can do now.
Since during the time that I was with him I believed that I was in a genuine marriage, I couldn't understand why I had these dreams, but after what happened with my cat I took it all a bit more serious.
Then, from the moment on that my husband obtained his 5 year visa, the abuse went through the roof, and by then I seriously feared for my life. He started to threaten me that he would destroy my life, kick me out of my own house, and that it would only take him one phone call to destroy my whole life.
Two days ago now, after admitting he was only in it for the visa and becoming extremely abusive, he was removed by the police from my property and I have of course not heard from him since because he has made it very clear that he had no interest in me as a person but was only after the visa - now having his five year visa he can get settlement after five years so he doesn't need me any more, so I don't think he will ever get in contact again.
However, I have strong reasons to believe that he will want revenge as he believes - rightly - that I will inform the immigration authorities of the fact that he only married me for a visa, and he fears deportation more than anything - if he was deported now, he would return to Pakistan in shame, without having made all that money that he hoped to make in the UK, and people there would mock him and he would be utterly humiliated.
A scared abuser is the most dangerous abuser, and he has threatened me that he knows so many people in the UK - whether this is true or not I don't know - but I do fear now that he will send people to kill me.
So either my nightmares will come true - or, maybe, I have had these warnings to ensure that I get rid of him asap - which I have done, and the warning dreams will have saved my life - but shown me what would have happened if I had not gotten rid of him now.
I wonder if anyone else has had such premonitions that either came true, or could be prevented from becoming true?
For several months before the tragedy occurred, I had nightmares that something was wrong with my cat, and that something was wrong with his legs. Each time this happened, I would wake up with my heart racing and absolutely drenched in sweat, but then I saw my cat, saw that he was alright, so I told myself it must be just my fears because I love him so much and I'm just worried about him.
Then it got more intense. I know it might sound a little weird, and I still don't know how it happened, but whenever I worked night shift - all alone in a signal box - and looked outside and saw the trees in the dark, the shadows from the trees looked like skulls. Wherever I looked, no matter at which tree, everywhere I could see skulls. It got really scary. Now, I don't mind being all alone at night in a signal box, I am not scared of ghosts, and I didn't find it spooky to be all alone there at night, so it was strange.
Simultaneously however I had by then received numerous threats from my stalker, and by then he had already been stalking me for several years, and I knew he would be capable of anything. So I began to get really scared that he might break into my house whilst I'm on night shift and harm my cat.
I got so worried about it that I spent every night shift just chain smoking and being terrified, and every morning when I got home I was relieved to find my cat safe and well.
Then the day came when I came home from a night shift to find my cat paralyzed, in great pain, and two days later he passed away in my arms. The veterinarians at the veterinary hospital and our usual veterinarian had been unable to save him.
I cannot describe in words how devastated I was and still am.
At this point I still believed my cat had died naturally, even though the circumstances and the diagnosis of his injuries didn't add up. But to my utter devastation I later had to find out that my stalker had broken into my house whilst I was on night shift and kicked my cat to such an extend that my cat suffered a blood clot and then died from that.
I also had to find out that my stalker had intended to either kill my cat, or injure him so severely that, had he survived, my stalker would have claimed I had abused my cat so that he would have been taken away from me by the RSPCA - and then, when I would of course have resisted that and most likely screamed the place down and held on to my cat, my stalker would have claimed that I was mentally unstable and should get sectioned. (this is what my stalker is trying to this day with the most devious methods, to either get me sectioned to a mental hospital, or arrested and sent to jail)
The fact that my cat didn't die naturally but was murdered, that he must have suffered tremendous fear and pain, and that I wasn't there to protect him, eats me away to this day. I know his time hadn't come, and that he should still be with me.
Since then my life is no longer the same because my cat was and always will be everything to me. I feel unable to have another cat because I miss him so much.
So my premonitions had come true.
Interesting also that after my cat had died, I never saw those skulls again on a night shift - I tried very hard to recreate the same angle of looking at the trees, I kept looking at the same trees, but I never saw anything resembling a skull again.
Now, as for my abusive husband who only married me for a visa - so I had to find out just two days ago - during the time that I was with him, I dreamed almost every night that he was killing me. Either he was beating me to death - it seemed very real, in my dreams I was always in the kitchen in my house and he was beating me until I died - or he was pushing me off a cliff - which also felt very real, I remember falling off the cliff and thinking, that's it now, I'm going to die in a few seconds, there's nothing more I can do now.
Since during the time that I was with him I believed that I was in a genuine marriage, I couldn't understand why I had these dreams, but after what happened with my cat I took it all a bit more serious.
Then, from the moment on that my husband obtained his 5 year visa, the abuse went through the roof, and by then I seriously feared for my life. He started to threaten me that he would destroy my life, kick me out of my own house, and that it would only take him one phone call to destroy my whole life.
Two days ago now, after admitting he was only in it for the visa and becoming extremely abusive, he was removed by the police from my property and I have of course not heard from him since because he has made it very clear that he had no interest in me as a person but was only after the visa - now having his five year visa he can get settlement after five years so he doesn't need me any more, so I don't think he will ever get in contact again.
However, I have strong reasons to believe that he will want revenge as he believes - rightly - that I will inform the immigration authorities of the fact that he only married me for a visa, and he fears deportation more than anything - if he was deported now, he would return to Pakistan in shame, without having made all that money that he hoped to make in the UK, and people there would mock him and he would be utterly humiliated.
A scared abuser is the most dangerous abuser, and he has threatened me that he knows so many people in the UK - whether this is true or not I don't know - but I do fear now that he will send people to kill me.
So either my nightmares will come true - or, maybe, I have had these warnings to ensure that I get rid of him asap - which I have done, and the warning dreams will have saved my life - but shown me what would have happened if I had not gotten rid of him now.
I wonder if anyone else has had such premonitions that either came true, or could be prevented from becoming true?