Post by A on Nov 13, 2014 0:15:44 GMT
Hey everyone.
I was speaking about how I've began to spoke to this boy after not speaking for 2 years but he made me smile but we stopped speaking because he wanted to take our friendship into more .. Well before he popped up to on my phone saying how me and him should book a hotel room. I said what for? You have a girlfriend and I have a boyfriend. He said what do you think for. So me beig stupid put, to chill? He said no. Do things.
It properly knocked me back, I mean do I seem that easy to him for him to think id automatically cheat on my boyfriend with him and disrespect his girlfriend? I was gon smacked and told him I wouldn't be apart of his one night stand intentions with me.
I thought he was better than that, as a person clearly I was wrong.
I feel like any guy I speak to now and if I feel their being abit rude, I automatically go their being abusive to me. Maybe it's because that's all I've been used too so in a way it's what I expect.
I don't even feel comfortable being around him in college now because he's clearly perceived me the completely wrong way even though he knows I'm not that type of girl to do them sort of things.
Regardless of what I've been through I would never cheat on my partner, it's against my morals and faith in life. It just wouldn't happen. It's horrible thing to do.
Why did he say this? Does he have feelings which he's trying to hide by acting like a pig? Or is that his intention.
Because it's makes me question a lot, even about our friendship. Was that even a friendship to begin with.
thanks for listening to me again. I feel like a proper burden on people's shoulders at the moment.
I was speaking about how I've began to spoke to this boy after not speaking for 2 years but he made me smile but we stopped speaking because he wanted to take our friendship into more .. Well before he popped up to on my phone saying how me and him should book a hotel room. I said what for? You have a girlfriend and I have a boyfriend. He said what do you think for. So me beig stupid put, to chill? He said no. Do things.
It properly knocked me back, I mean do I seem that easy to him for him to think id automatically cheat on my boyfriend with him and disrespect his girlfriend? I was gon smacked and told him I wouldn't be apart of his one night stand intentions with me.
I thought he was better than that, as a person clearly I was wrong.
I feel like any guy I speak to now and if I feel their being abit rude, I automatically go their being abusive to me. Maybe it's because that's all I've been used too so in a way it's what I expect.
I don't even feel comfortable being around him in college now because he's clearly perceived me the completely wrong way even though he knows I'm not that type of girl to do them sort of things.
Regardless of what I've been through I would never cheat on my partner, it's against my morals and faith in life. It just wouldn't happen. It's horrible thing to do.
Why did he say this? Does he have feelings which he's trying to hide by acting like a pig? Or is that his intention.
Because it's makes me question a lot, even about our friendship. Was that even a friendship to begin with.
thanks for listening to me again. I feel like a proper burden on people's shoulders at the moment.
